????Recently I’m learning English. So, I am trying to write something in English, please forgive my lame and halting writing.

????It’s been a long time since the last writing was uploaded to Bilibili. I always keep the habit of writing diaries. It might not be frequently, because I don’t have so much time, and in the last half year we were busy preparing for the “zhongkao”, the entrance examination of high school, I barely have time to relax, let alone writing. Happily, the exam is over and my grade is good, which balloons the possibility to my carnival for the Steam Summer Sales.

????It feels surprising?and subtle to aware that your junior life is over. Considering how long I had been preparing for it, how much exercise I had done, how many mock exams I had taken…The Real One came quick, went quick, without hesitating. It’s just like when your favorite simulation game goes to an end, the sense of accomplishment mixes with the fading memories. Now the temporary new life for me makes me feel relaxed, but the vivid memory of my junior life flashing through my brain really makes me feel a pity. The scene of me playing games on school computers, talking with friends, feeling sad about poor grades, uncompleted mock test papers, interesting things that haven’t told to my friends, embarrassments, relationships and so many more, bring me a sense of déjà vu.

????It’s alarming that time flies so fast, 3 years has passed. Sorry to be so sentimental, but I don’t feel good about graduating. If I was given a chance to travel back time, I would definitely go. Maybe this is due to my personality, or maybe I am sentimental during the night, but who knows! Everyone in this world cannot stop the time. Time, as it was, plays a role of naturally replacing, reviving, regenerating, readjusting, reallocating things in nature. I want to quote Tao Yuanming: “Fret not over bygones and the forward journey take. Only a short distance have I gone astray, and I know today I am right, if yesterday was a complete mistake.”

I still wonder if it’s bad to overlooked on yesterday. I think I should look forward, but not forgetting the past, and by that can I achieve the “Philosophy of the Half-and-half” and go straight to my next checkpoint!

（Let's see if the censor of Bilibili understand English）